hi laopo , are you going to forgive me right after i finish this post ? Because of i've been "putting aeorplane" on you alot of times saying that i will post for you ended up i didn't post . Really sorry laopo ! i'm begging you for forgiveness please forgive me ! haha ! laopo in another 15 more mins time will be the 19th , then we're together for 7th month woohoo ! CLAP CLAP !  i'm really sorry laopo , for all the nonsense that i given you , which made you real pissed off . laopo laopo laopo i won't leave you no matter how you going to chase me away . i will be there for you ! laopo laopo i'm missing you , missing you so much , how i wish i could stay with you right now , seeing each other day and night hugging you to sleep . haha ! i'm missing my baby girl right now !

love !

If only we could perforate one's heart to seek truth,

It's only a day more to our 7th month baby, and I can't sleep so I've decided to let you know how much I love you since I am better at expressing it through words. (:

Isn't it great that after major disputes like lol yesterday night, we both will bother to put in some effort to change? I'm glad that we can talk the crap out though it might really sound damn hurtful at times but but but I'm sure that's the essence to making this relationship a lasting one. It's always a happy ending after those tears and nonsense because eventually we'll end up all forgiving one another and realising our mistakes. I will change what you asked me to and I'm looking forward to you bringing out your best too k! I know you've been working so hard most of the times because you need to save + you've got this alamak girlfriend here everything I see also want to eat and buy haha. Next time after we marry I will be the breadwinner ok, you stay at home shake leg and clean up baby's poo. Fair? Oh yes baby your hugs are so comforting cause you've got big big muscles which I will gladly fall alseep in because I feel so so so protected hahahaha. Btw thanks for being so sweet, writing those little little messages on the snacks and instant noodles that you bought for my convenience because I always get hungry in the middle of the night and yeah, I really liked the cheetos and tomyum noodles hehe. My bb is always fighting hard to make sure I have the best of everything I need, appreciate it so so much. Hehe I sound so corny here butttttttttttttttttttt you know that even if things between us were to go wrong one day, I'd still remember all the good memories and the love which once existed. Of course I would rather it be a smooth sailing journey all the way till forever, eternity. For now, you know that I love you so damn much I would probably trade anything for your heart. I love you baby boy and I'll see you soon when you bring me to the doctor!

Hihihihihi I accidentally turned off my wireless adapter and I didn't realise so my attempts at connecting to the internet the whole afternoon was futile. So yes, finally after hours or trying.

Okie like two weeks back, pre-celebrated Jonathan's birthday at some restaurant and the food was yijibang, I ate so damn much. Lol bb's mum kept asking me to eat salmon and woohoo it didn't taste that bad as it looks, butttttttt I still don't like the feeling of raw things in my mouth. Pigeon soup tastes..... pigeon. I swear Jonathan looked so happy upon singing the birthday songs and making his wish hahaha. I don't have much photos because everything is with bb.

Had Crystal Jade for dinner with Aunt, bb and godbro's family + gf. Bb and me had the whole day till 7.30pm for the dinner, so we explored the Bedok neighbourhood, ate Mac, played dai dee and snap downstairs some block followed by singing at Grandlink.

Bb handsom-est!

Sorry lauya phone got no artistic feel.

Sing sing!

Cycling at ECP yesterday with Hui Zhen, Pei Yi, Kai Tat, Glenn, Nigel and bb came later. I've never cycled that far before, from ECP to Changi Village. My knees hurts damn bad yesterday night at bb house I cried. Poor bb had to wake up and massage my knees because the pain was EXCRUCIATING. Cheem bo!

Oh and that stretch of road to Changi Village was foooooking far we took like 45mins. Well, it was okay for me though cause Nigel was the one pairing with me for the double bike and I didn't have to do much, my job was practically just sitting on the back of the seat for the whole journey. You should have seen the rest, hahaha esp HZ's leg, the bruise was omg omg. And the tak-tak bike hahahah damn irritating everyone was fighting for the better bikes because the tak-tak bike goes like tak-tak-tak everytime you start cycling.

Er Nai what you wanna do to make me take this photo off! Hahahaha.

Bb cycled over to meet us after his work, cycled me back with the tak-tak bike which he repaired, had mac and tons of jokes before taking a cab to send Nigel home then back to bb's house. Another such outing soon ok! Bet everyone's legs are damn worn out for now.

Btw I think my bb has that that oozing sex appeal :

Xy and me kept laughing that day when bb did this in his office.

Darling's mum says Hong Kong next year, should I?

Ok go pee and sleep liao bai bai!

I love you so much hahahaha you're the everything that he's not!! Hurry come back from SGH to marry me hehehehe. I love you babyyyyyyyyyyy!!

Lonely boy spotted lol not on the upper east side.

Hi baby, thanks for coming down in the middle of the night to bring food and gossip girls for me. You're the sweetest thing ever. I feel so blissfully in love with you, hoping things will go on this way forever and ever and ever. It always feels so nice to know that you're always there for me. We only started talking like 7 months plus ago but it feels like I've known you for way longer than that, excluding the 3 years before we got together. At that time you're only the guy whom I've got many negative comments about and the only time we talk is when you fold my umbrella for me, send me to the bus stop or on MSN when you asked me ever so often for months if I was still together with the previous guy. Now, we actually meet everyday or webcam when we can't. I enjoy myself with you around, even though it could be just sitting at the bus stop at like 3am, armed with coconut drink cans from Caltex and throwing them on the road to see how many times it needs to go under the wheels to get crushed paper-flat or poking the turtles at Tropica with chopsticks we got from 7eleven after your work. You see, even doing the most mundane things with you makes my day, baby. I wouldn't want things to falter like any previous r/s you and I had. I'm so confident we could keep things going right till we get married, have kids and stuff. We've got so many plans to keep this relationship going and I can't wait to reach our goals. I love you so so much, I would risk anything for you.

Weet, my days have been superb!

1) Jason brought me bb and Candy to some ulu ulu Punggol-Marina place to sing song and drink and the car ride to Changi Village for supper was so damn long which made me wanna puke but but but the chicken wing was worth the ride haha.

2) Went studying with ZY, Chris, Marsy and Hans a couple of days ago. Ate at some new shop, Chris and me had to order 2 cups of drink because the indian curry was goddamn spicy but nice. Got so full not because of the food but the drinks, tmd. And till nao I still don't know which part of the river is a watershed lol.

3) Went drinking with Marsy and bb and it feels like we're drinking antibiotics yucks. Taught her how to play Big2, I nao like pro hahaha keep winning bb. Oh and Marsy sucks because she forgot to wish her bf Happy Birthday haha.

4) Nice bb brought me on shopping again yesterday though I've been spending alot on cab cab cab and my expenses...... Sorry that I lost one top! Oh and bb got me the phone I want too hahahaha luxury gold lei damn happy x 1000000!

5) Tmrw after literature paper am gonna go Orchard Hotel with bb and his mum for lunch, gonna be so tired.

6) Parents treating me so much better nao, please let things stay this way forever. So anyway am I supposed to go back to the temple and pray because what I asked for came true lei haha.

7) Sometimes I feel that I'm so lazy, how! I only want to shake leg wait for money to drop from the sky haha.

8) Will be doing the phone stuffs online with bb full fledge after O's meanwhile you can take a look first hahaha sneak preview lol. Very lazy to continue, haha! www.phonemeup.blogspot.com If you wanna get any phones you can let me know then I'll see if it's possible for bb to bring it in!

9) Gosh bb and me saw a Samsung Giorgio Armani phone on the website Uncle Dilip gave a few days ago, was considering to import them in then we'll have couple phone hahahaha! Go and see the phone!

Sorry no pics cause I've been resetting Omnia for fuck these few days and I've changed my phone nao.

Waiting for bbbbbbb nao to come back from gym and we shall webcam. I miss you so much!!

And Happy 3years5months3days to Aly sissssssssssssssssy, <3!

Eat cookies and study nao!

Oh dear, I think we've reached that "everyday quarrel" period of time lei bb but but but I know after everything things will be back as sweet as before. I love you so much like honestly alot and I don't wanna see you hurt yourself everytime we quarrel ok becossssss it hurts me too. I don't wanna ask so much from you already, can see that it's taking a toll on you and even your sleep time everyday is reduced because of me. I love you so much ok and sorry I take back all my words when I said I don't love you anymore. I love you alot alot ok muackzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

Thanks bb for being Santa Claus and dropping a pack of Famous Amos cookies into my room through the window and disappearing the moment I opened the window, only to see you downstairs waving at me. I love you darling.

Bb my daddy say cannot go Bintan cause dangerous he say go Genting better so we shall go there after our o's okokok! I love you so much how to proclaim my love for you?!! Although you piss me off quite badly at times, I still love you love you love you!! Hurry come online I wanna webby webby. Miss you bbbbbbb boy!

Fuck SS + Chem tmrw. Hate O's lei. ):

I'm so angry right nao I could crush a building with my pinkie. I really feel like crying sia cb.

Knnbpcb fucking bullshitter.

haha , my wife is just right beside me now ! and she had just farted pu pu pu pu pu pu pu . kiss your pipi later ! laopo laopo , i'm your big saviour all the time :D
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I love you so much bb. I can't sleep lei keep thinking of you muhahahaha.

Hehe I wonder what your mum's reaction would be if you tell her we wanna marry!

Okay I miss you so damn much,,,,, fast forward 7hrs to meeting you! :D

Thanks for sending me to school everyday before going to St Pat for your papers hehe wo ai ni ah!!

English paper today is so so damn s-c-r-e-w-e-d. If I managed to get B4 I honestly can tou xiao already.

So so, today's an extremely tiring day. Since last night when I woke up at 2am, I haven't slept till now.. Went to bb's place at like 6.30am and bought him a lomaikai! Nearly knocked out during paper2 but suddenly became damn alert cause my stomach growled for food haha.

After school, walked to bus stop with Xiu, Rayna, XY and GL. Tmd Xiu and me couldn't board bus 15 because it was so crowded so we decided to hop on a cab instead haha. CAB again cbz. Was supposed to meet bb at Parkway before going over to his KA house but I was damn late so he just hopped on while Xiu went off.

Had kimchi at bb's house cause his mum cooked! It's so nice I don't understand why you don't like lei bb. Bb's mum asked me if wanna go Genting together haha and I said if bb go then I go! Watched some funny chinese song show and bb's dad and mum so obsessed with playing bejeweled haha. Was so happy there, bb I love you!!

Came home and I talked to my mum. Well............ I really hope it'd be different this time.

I LOVE BBBBBBB!

Sigh I'm having a slight fever nao. Can't get to sleep and I've got a paper to take in approx 10hrs. Should I go visit my dad later because I haven't been doing so for quite a long time? But he's weak after chemo and I don't know if I should go over, even if I'm feeling better later on cus I'm afraid I might still spread germs around..

I've been sleeping since I came home in the morning at 7am till 4pm when I woke up to read a book till 6pm and back to sleep again till 8pm then dinner then slept at 9+pm and woke up around 12pm all the way till now. I feel so weak just kept sleeping and sleeping.. Things get so horrible when bb and my sleeping time is almost opposite, must change. ):

I'm very hungry now, am very tempted to order Macdonalds but I the delivery time..

I keep ringing bb up nao although I know it's impossible that he will wake up. Just listening to his fucking lame voicemail cheers me up.

Hurry grow up because I can't stand being a pawn for the adults...

And yes bb, we'll make our plans come true ok. I love you so so much. Thanks for being my bestfriend and love, you're the best. (:

Yesterday was rather nice, went to Geylang with bb and Candy. I went to pray lei, lol. Honestly find a need to because my heart got so heavy, maybe I should start learning how to chant as well, if it makes me feel better? Thanks bb for being so supportive when I told you so randomly that I wanted to go pray haha.

Yeah so went to the pig organ shop there but I didn't have any organs, never dared to tried. Had my meatball soup and lu dan hehe! Went to Grandlink to sing followed by deciding to go over to ECP to drink. Took a cab down and we had so much fun just chatting about our lives.

Bb <3

Candle.

Bb I miss you, alot!

Walau honestly if I fail my O's it's no surprise man. I still got time to buy story book and read lei.

Anywayz went to eat sooshi with Aunt yesterday and my goddamnworldultimategreatestMUM called my Aunt and say I never greet her. Wdf I was studying and she opened my door then instantly when I turned over she shut the fucking door. I didn't even catch a glimpse of her hair tell me how to greet her. What is she trying to do? Crazy woman I don't know what she wants, like honestly. Any hope that anyone out there understands her? SIAO ONE!

Earlier on, bb made a chicken burger for me so nice hehehe...... And we went to Tampines 1 to get his berms and I saw this formal that looks oh so good on bb cause he has the weet-u-weet figure so I made him buy. And no, I'm not gay. I can't wait to see you wear that lei bb I think I'm gonna call you later ask you wear it for your work later hahahaha. Eh damn hot I swear hahahaha!!

Met up with XY, KT, GL and we went to study! Thanks so much for the help, XY and KT. Oh and I missed GPY but she didn't come because it was TOO FAR!! Cabbed to bb's place and I couldn't sleep so I decided to come home at around 4plus and it's 5.49am nao. Ok I'm gonna read my book yay! And ok this time I try tahan all the way then go find bb for breakfast. Hehe I feel so bad nowadays is I keep cannot wake up to meet bb. Oh bb honestly I need to stop cabbing because it's getting way2terrible. ii3 lurff iiueee k la0g0ngXxz mw@rRksx!

Bobby lol.

I'm the ham-burglar!

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NiiT3 n!te Ev3riib0dii3!

Woah, 3.34am right nao. My meds are only making me sleep for 2hr intervals.. I need to readjust my sleeping time, it's really going haywire.

Have lots of plans of how my life is gonna be, so excited.

Hmm lets say for O's I could score.. B3 for EL, B3 for CL, B4 for Lit, B4 for Combined Humanities and C6 for Maths, I would probably go to a Polytechnic if there's a course I like or perhaps go for Higher Nitec to take a course I want and move on to Poly if I do well?

After O's I'd like to find a job and save save save alot $$ with bb. I wanna be independant, don't wanna keep depending on Aunt and bb. Also I've to show my parents that I can do well without them because I'm no longer taking their money.

Btw bb seems so busy for the past few days because his handphone stocks are in, become da lao ban already. Bb I'm so sorry that you've to juggle with work and at the same time put up with my terrible attitude at times. Promise I will change ok! And we'll do the handphone stuffs tgr and earn alot alot of money to save up for our future.

Ok I think I gotta go bath and take my time to slowly prepare for school later. Good luck to those taking their Science Practical today. Sigh I miss Aly, Wupy and BB.. <3

My bb is so nice, cabbed to TM to get me Long John Silver then cab over to my place and cab back to work just because I told him I wanted lunch! Now the poor boy is eating cup noodles because he has no $$.. Bb's the best, and he's the only one who can remember my orders for LJS because I'm so picky. I love you bbbbbb! :D

Okay after eating medicine, go read through practical notes!

Don't be jealous ok, please don't! LOL

Yay, moving to Aunt's house soooooon! I slept over at her house, feels so nice to have someone dote on me and tap me to sleep. My parents are such mean and evil people, sigh. Nevermind I've my Aunt and bb. Yucks don't need you two anymore. _|_

Hehe bb choked on chicken bone yesterday and had to send him to A&E at TTSH. I heard the doctor and him talking so loudly inside the operation theatre cause the doc was inserting a pipe into his nose then down to his throat, shiok right bb hahaha. Hope my baby boy is feeling better nao. Aunt is so concerned about him, made me bring ling yang, lunch and some snow jelly for him.

Ok studying tonight w bb and his cousin. (:

Sigh why am I helping someone who lol stung me before? Lol at least I didn't get back together with someone who calls my bestfriend(ex) a bitch slut and said all sorts of terrible things about her to my bro, my aunt. HA was even dumb for me to defend her at that time because I loved her so much. Oops now the tables are tuning. You gotta get yourself thinking before writing something out, right sis? (:

SO PWNED.

Wah so pro I just deleted my whole post hahaha. Ok just gotta retype it nao.

Friday was class outing. Didn't make it to Graduation because of someone!! So instead met Kwang papa at like 6am to play poker cards while waiting for bb to wake up. When my bb finally wakes up, we went over to KFC for breakfast. Pa took a cab to school while I cabbed home and sent bb to his workplace on the way.

Met classmates at Marina Square for Thai Express. I was so happy and glad to see them after so long! Everyone was trying to yellow ginger and it was honestly spicy, numbed my tongue. Siao then kept farting with Pei Yi, damn funny. Decided to catch "500 days to Summer", that show pretty much sucked. Had Cottage Waffles after that and it was so much fun in Toys'R'Us and the Sky Garden. Think screaming "Penis" to passerbys, Truth or Dare and poker cards.

Dare!

Yesterday was nice! Had Jack's Place with bb at Tampines. Was supposed to meet Marsy, KT, ZY and Chris but the timing wasn't right, another time soon ok! Cabbed to Geylang and walked around before deciding to meet XY and GL cause I was so very hungry. Poor bb only had 3hours of sleep yesterday cause I kept waking him up to buy things for me to eat.

This phone is crazily nice right. I'm so in love with it and bb says he will get it for me but I can't make up my mind cause it's only nice on the outer shell but Omnia has Windows Mobile..

Omg that's you. It came out from my nose, ok no kidding hahaha. It looks damn nice close up buttttt sorry this is a laoya camera..

At Jack's place.

Ok I think I'm not sleeping the whole night, just go look for baby in the morning and followed by Aunt's house and perhaps, study? Hehe I'm feeling so happy nao, no idea why hahahaha.

2fast2furious!!

Dearest DD,

I'm so sorry, my body just cringe upon hearing your name becauseeeeeeee I'm so afraid of you. ):

Please don't do anything like hacking my accounts again, I've learnt my lesson - hard. That is to change password as you change boyfriends. No wait, I swear I wasn't talking about you. No no, you're like the angel in my eyes..

Btw I very much wanna sayang you because you seem so pitiful. Like running to a female whenever you've got problems. And how cute, you only look for people when you got problems. Who's the por lum pa one sialzzzzz. I thought you were rather strong, like no fear because everytime got taiji you seem to be the one who goes "YAO DA LAI LA" but when it really comes, you come running to people CRYING and begging for help. ):

Aww I really hope to you be there for you cause the joke about you crying and running for help still lingers around after a year. Oh dear, I forgot to add that you're so lucky that people find you pitiful too and thus decide to help you when you only look for them when you've got trouble.

Sigh, I'm having a phobia towards you going "puay puay puay" like some gangster. Can you tell me why do you like to look for trouble when you can't handle them too.. Oh not to mention that you pulled my kor kor in despite me telling you not to do so a couple of times......................................

Anyway I'm sorry leh not talking about anyone k, just practicing for literature - Character analysis. So don't be offended okay Darling. (:

Please refrain from looking at my blog okokok because I no longer look at yours lol.

LOVE YOU LIKE SO DAMN MUCH MAN, HONEST!! Head over heels for you.

Hi, very obviously my account was hacked. Right from my blogger -> onsugar -> facebook -> twitter -> hotmail. Lol friendster hahaha can't be bothered to check, some other day. Well that fella is very clever man, deleted all my posts but luckily I got to retrieve my accounts because the hacker overlooked a glitch. Suprised? Because you changed everything from my password to the secret questions and stuff but I still got in.

Then again it makes me think about who could have access to my account. Lol I can only think of Derrick and Matthew. Sadly all my passwords are like the same so if you guess one, I suppose the rest are easy. And they so happen to be birthdates of me, my mum and dad. HAHA.

I'm so sorry, ain't bright enough to figure out who's the one who did this shit. Imagining deleting away all my blog posts which were around for a few years? And changing my onsugar url to shameless.onsugar.com? Well well, does this mean something? Because the deleted posts reflects extremely bad memories with "some" people. Perhaps the hack was to make me forget about them, so anyway thanks hacker.

Sis said you're childish and that's so true. I can't rule out who's that too fast, perhaps it's my blind dog? Kwang say you v zai lei. Heard that? ZAI siol!

We all have eyes to see, HA!

Playing poker w Kwang now, wdf? And Matthew is still sleeping upstairssssss!!!!