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A very busy day today. Met bb and we went to Tanjong Pagar to meet his mum to eat -> Yishun ITE -> Lavender -> Peninsular -> KA!

I've been helping bb with his ITE stuff I swear even courses in ITE is so hard to get in even though he got B4 for all the subjects. Later when my results (OMG 11TH) is back and I can't even go to ITE i won't know what to do. ): Anyway yay not working in cotton on already lol dengue hahahaha doing very slack jobs which pays well. :D

At bb's house nao with Jasper and Song Kai. They're playing guitar hero while bb is counting money and I'm doing my super slack job hehehehe. Shall we go Katong or something later?

Okay blog soon, I love MATTHEW LEE CHANG GUANG! Everyday is just so bright with you yayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I only wanna spend time time time with you!

Damn it seeing baby and his mum playing Hannah Montana and shooting on Wii really makes me laugh my ass out. Can't stand.

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your husband: hi baby ! love !
your husband: hi baby ! ^^
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your husband: i love you no matter
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- Okie do it sooooooooooon!

Hi baby I'm posting for you while you're sleeping just below me , so sad that I can't hug you and sleep :( alright shall post what we did today :) today my sweet baby girl cab down from her house to find me :) after that , she accompanied me to fixed my watch nearby my house . It cost me 6 bucks . Then we bus down to marina square for our lunch :) we had dory fish with melted cheese at JUST ACIA , after having our lunch we went SHOPPING wooohoooo ! Bought my precious a hoodie from FOX and it twinkle bell her favourite character in Disney , just $24.50 hehe ! Next we went to suntec city the convention hall , it also having sale there :) so we walk around and see see , at the convention hall there I bought baby girl a new water bottle 13 bucks liquid foundation 5 bucks haha and we got couple tee ! From newurbanmale :) 50 only woah :D after that it already 7 plus so we cab down to find my cousin the hengky boy . We went tam1 together N
had carls junior for dinner :) after dinner we accompany him to buy his clothes :) , outside the shop there another shop selling ladies accessories so I bought my baby girl a bracelt :) she loves it slot yeah man ! But she think that a waste if money :( after every shopping we went to GL and sing and play pool till 1 am :) then hengky send us home first :) so this is the first time that baby staying over at KA house :) and tommorrow morning we are going cycling together at east coast with my parents woohoo sharmaine tan belongs to me yeah ! Omg she snoring hehe :) but not very loud I guess she really tired . Ok shall end here Nd go to sleep :) nights

Baby girl I really really love you alot !

Hubby

I guess sometimes it's better not to have, than to have it, lose it and feel the pain.

Work went very well, people at 313 is so much friendlier than those at Hougang. Time passes very fast during work, I was so mindful of my zone today that the moment someone picked up something I will rush over to arrange the clothes again. Oh got this stupid aunty, so bossy when she asked me to get something for her. Cb, just couldn't help with the curt replies and walking away. What is so wrong with some people when someone is doing you a favour but you don't even bother with a word of appreciation but instead, expect more. Luckily the majority is nice, there was this another girl and aunty who brightened up my day cause they were so courteous(omg I don't know how to spell) and gave a sincere thanks before leaving the shop.

Sigh, I do wish to put down everything and go for a great escapade to be away from everyone and all the phony-ness yucks. Really, really so sick of it.

Yup anyway I'm thinking how long can I last with Matthew. It feels almost like we're meant for each other but you know, usually bgr tends to cock up alot and what you marry me I marry you nonsense always ends up in the drain. Haha but still, if we're fated, probably'd still end up being together eventually? Oh yes, everyone we see says that both of us look like brother and sister. Omg what if we turn out to be siblings that were seperated? Incest? HAHAHA.

Lol

Mindcafe

Christmas card I did for my Aunt!

Being broke really sucks, leaves me and bb damn stressful. Just like two hours ago, at 1+am, we had to figure out how to get home by a cab because we were completely cashless, even in the cards. Eventually bb was bright enough to suggest that when I reach home I hurry ibank him the bux so he can swipe his card upon reaching home. Sucks, we tried so many ways like accessing wireless over and over again at his shop, calling up DBS to tell them that I need an urgent transfer lol.

Okay I'm gonna read story book and sleeeeeeeeeeeeep. Tmrw gonna do my admin work stuff, a lil more to go and hehehe instant fifty bux yay. I'm trying very carefully not to hit $500 for cotton on because I don't want my salary to go to CPF!!

Sigh, why can't money be used to buy something that makes you happy for a long long time? Resistance to shopping is so futile but when you've gotten something that you want it only makes you happy for like the next 2 hours? And you'll have to keep doing it to make yourself feel cheerful.

Just like today, the moment I stepped into Parkway I bought a Charles & Keith heels when I really, honestly find no need to.

I want so many things but they're all so material and I know it wouldn't even pass a day to let me start thinking that I just wasted so much on something useless. I feel so lousy whenever I this thought comes by. I haven't felt this way before, is it because bb's spending too extravagantly on me at times? I need to stop but at times I just can't control. Sounds stupid but shopping is really something that makes me feel better.

Oh and yes, thinking back, it's real dumb to not study hard and not attend school as and when I wish. I just messed things up and I've got to go the long way nao. Why am I always living in regrets.. I really need to buck up if I'm going to ITE after my O's results. Fucking waste of time.

Work tmrw at Hougang, measly sum of pay but a rather relaxing admin job I guess. On Chrismas, Cotton On @ 313, 70bux for 5hrs! Saturday, Cotton On @ 313 again from evening to closing, sigh. Ok finally, I am doing something rather than just relying on bb for everything.

I just have to start slowly, with small steps.

Why no one tags me. ):

I've been very happy lately! :D

Monday, met Shannon and he accompanied me to the interview at Dhoby Ghaut heheheh had my super cheesy dory fish very shiok. Cabbed over to PP to meet Mars + Jarall + Adrian for pool at Katong! A very short round of L4D and was screaming because I couldn't find my team members. Went over to Marsy's house, they were so nice dapao food for me to bring over to Teo Heng. Sang sang sang till bb and his cousin came and we opened another room.

Shannon pro!

Marssssssssss!

Sharmaineeeeee, sorry was laughing so uncontrollably because I had to pose.

Adrian superstar!

Marsy and Adrian!

After singing was pool, very tired already so went bb's house to sleeppppppp.

Tuesday! Met sis at Bedok interchange. I was so so early so I went to have Macdonald's first while waiting for her. We were supposed to go Chai Chee to sing but sis forgot to book so we ended up in Grandlink with a great 4 hours to sing. It's always so fun with sis, just laughing and being mean about some people hehehe esp those with common features *wink*. I love you so much sis! It's like we'll never run out of things to talk about and laugh at.

(:

Bb came to find me, accompanied sis to wait for bus and after that bb and me just took a bus down Katong area to find some quirky restaurants. Ended up at "pinch of salt" or something and the interior was very nice and bright though the fish pasta I ordered suck.

Fatty bom bom

We went for a walk at the carpark because it was very relaxing and cabbed to bb's house after that. Look what he and his cousin did to me :

Thursday, accompanied bb for his accupuncture and his mum brought us to this seafood soup place. No msg one the soup, but still very nice! After that we cabbed over to the chalet to meet the rest before going to Escape Theme Park. The place is getting more and more of a bore, where are all the thrilling rides?? ):

Bb having accupuncture. Poor boy so heartpain when I see him always having aches due to his slipped disc.

Anyway, bb got me many presents for Christmas! Books, hoody, belt. He wanted to get an Ipod Touch for me because I told him I wanted one but when I finally realised that I didn't really want one, it was so hard to persuade him to not buy one haha. Told myself I cannot be so materialistic and want everything but when I didn't get the Itouch I ended up getting more of other stuff. =.= Oh and I like the belt very much, so much that I must show haha.

It looks so much shinier and bling-er in real life yay!

Have been spending alot for food also for the past few days, thanks baby for giving me anything that I want. Sigh, money only brings short term happiness and we have to keep spending to keep feeling happy.

And yeah Thursday to Friday was at Zhi Rong's chalet. Okay on the whole, just spent most of the time sleeping. Heart-to-heart talks with bb, both was very unhappy initially but all ended up alright and I know right now and the near future we will still love each other wholeheartedly. Thanks for always putting me as your priority and Happy 8th Monthsary. (:

Btw getting back O's results real soon. Simei ITE isn't a bad choice since Mum also said it's rather near to the new house that we're gonna get. Saw a couple of courses I'm interested in while helping bb register for his enrollment yesterday. He's only one mark short to qualify for Higher Nitec, sigh. Can't wait to go back to studies actually, shall see my results!

Okay 7.01am nao, read my book and sleep for a little while before going to find bb.

Sharmaine and Matthew, when you two join together in a love match, there is much compassion and creation. You are idealistic as individuals as well as you are together. You flow with your dream-like surroundings, and Matthew is constantly coming up with new inventions and ways of doing things. You dig deep for the truth of the matter at hand, and both of you are always looking for solutions to problems. You both tend to be introspective. Matthew can often be quick to judge those who don't share their vision, while you are often too compassionate, even for those who don't necessarily deserve it.

So true.

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Wedding dinner at Expo yesterday and upon reaching home with Mum I was out within like 2 mins after a change of footwear to cab down to love's house to fetch his cousin and him. We went to Grandlink, saw Raymond, Chris bro, Zhi Rong. Okay singing wasn't that high so we went to have meatball soup followed by pool.

Darling boy didn't have any sleep at all, just accompanied me till 6plus when I went home to bath and went to Cotton On for store meeting. I'm sorry was throwing tantrums again, as usual. ):

Met Say Ngoh at Hougang Mall, went for store meeting and had Macs with some very nice people from Cotton On. Took a bus home, eyes almost closing just a wee bit more but I don't sleep on bus, got this fear of missing my stop. Went home, slept a shiok 12 hours, waking up only to eat three bowls of chaomifen.

Okay la I'm gonna perhaps find something to eat / read a book / attempt to wake love up / do my nails. Hopefully I can wake up in time to meet Shannon tmrw!

Btw this is my bb sleeping soundly so cute hahahaha :

Oh one last thing :

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Sharmaine Tan's Personal Moment of Death :
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You will die of having great sex

Shiok not people die of old age and illness I die of having great sex muhahahaha. And at the age of 65 ok!

I hate it when baby's busy working everyday because we only have time after his work to go out and play but but but I know he's working so hard to pay for the stuff I eat and the things I want. Anyway there's nothing fun in the night except for pool, singing and drinking. I can't wait for bb's next off day I wanna go Escape!

Btw I stayed at home the whole day today, claps. I really hope I can wake up tmrw, go find bb and have potato jacket at Tropica.

I miss bbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbbb <3 Hurry bath then we webcam <3 you x 123456789000000000000 muackz

Sigh, I would like to have a warm and happy family. I hate it whenever I see people with happy families, don't like sialllllz. Not fair, I will make sure next time if I do have kids I will devote all my attention to them so they don't feel neglected and know that they'd always have someone to talk to regardless of what issue it has to be. I don't know if it's the generation gap or what that my parents always don't get what I'm trying to explain.. Everytime I try see them I get this verbal slap so hard that I wanna hurry grow up and leave them. What shit, kids ain't allowed to grow and learn from their mistakes? And adults who reprimand kids can go ahead doing what we know is all wrong?? Afterall my behaviour is just like what normal teens do what, damn stupid can't accept me for who I am and the changes I'm facing as I'm growing up.

We should really learn to be contented with what we have, before we lose it all. (:

Okay anyway I'm only supposed to please MYSELF not anyone else. I'm telling myself this everyday but it's damn hard because in my heart, my parents still exist even though I want to hate them so much to force my way out of this crazy hell-hole.

Went for an interview today at Fancl with XY. Haha hopefully can get this job because it's nine bux per hour. Cotton on shifts are really too little that I can't earn enough. ):

So so so we went to have Sakae buffet for lunch while waiting for our interviewer to come back from her break. So damn bloated I swear.

XYZ!

Went to get some lingerie + saw Cotton on so decided to get the sequin jacket that baby hated so much. Haha it's seventy bucks lei and luckily just when I was about to buy, my store manager texted to say that the vouchers for part-timers have arrived so I only got a dress for this Saturday's wedding dinner. Yay can't wait for Sunday to come I can go shop with the vouchers at Hougang's outlet - SEQUIN JACKET HERE I COME!!!!!!

Went to bb's shop and he caught a kitten back. It's so so so adorable totally like a baby, fall asleep in my hands but bb kept disturbing her. When you meow meow to her she will meow meow back to you and she's so cute will run to the air shutter to sleep cause it's cooling there. Couldn't bring kitty home so we gave it to 7eleven's staff instead. I swear cat poo is fucking smelly, I'd rather smell bobby's shit.

Anyway have been playing pool as well as singing karaoke with bb and his cousin very often recently hehe, very fun. Bb is so good at pool, always trash me flat! ): Oh and we played the small mini volcanoe thing too, might have to squint cause the pics are very dark + I'm lazy to adjust the brightness.

Okay I wanna go paint my nails liao so fun. Gooooooodnight and it's 10 more days to our 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8TH monthsary, bb! <3

Damn hilarious.

If I have to please everyone = I will end up not pleasing myself = I will be unhappy

So everyone can just fuck off, I'm just pleasing myself only.

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Hi Laopo ~

I'm missing you :D , Laopo ah Laopo . No matter how far you're going to stay , i'm still able to reach out to you because i'm your SUPER MATTHEW ! so be it jurong or even pula ubin ! I will HUNT you ! Laopo you must have a little bit of confidence in me ok ? I know you're afraid that you can't be able to accompany like now , once you're moving to buangkok ? <that super ULU place ?> But don't worry once i have time , i will accompany you ! Sharmaine tan you're super duper wooper important to me man ! I swear i won't break up with you just because you're go to stay somewhere quite faraway from me . I only love you and aunty lilian and my mother my father ! BUT BUT BUT you're my first priority always nothing come before you BABY GIRL ! muacks .

love you always

your husband

A heart of years cannot be compared to a heart of days, sigh.

Baby always say "Zan cao chu gen". I hope I got it right.

 Ok I shall not leave any roots ahhhhhh but what3V@ you are a useless fag anyway.

GO AND DIE!

 I'm quitting the Sitex job, too boring can't take it hahahaha.

 I miss you baby tmrw meet at Tropica then we go eat potato jacket and I'll accompany you to work and we will watch many many moviesssssssss oh remember bring the external harddisk otherwise we can say hello to the superb zuperb dial-up-like connection to watch movie tmrw i luv you muackz~

I really need to sleep nao otherwise bb will be so disappointed if I can't wake up tmrw cause we're going to swim tmrw then perhaps watch a movie and eat my potato jacket!

I don't feel like working sia damn lazy hahaha oooooooopsssssszzzzzzz I wanna be tai tai everyday at home shake leg play mahjong and gossip with my tai tai friends hahahaha got thing no thing go high tea go spa go facial lol.

Ah ya in short I hinting to you la bb! :P

It's gonna be 7am soon, I'm waiting downstairs for my baby boy hahaha he's sleeping and I swear it's so cold in his room. I wonder how I managed to fall asleep last night when he's cousin was blasting away some movie yesterday night. Anyway I'm waiting for my darling to wake up and go for breakfast with me! Sorry darling I've been eating up your sleep time for the past few days so shall be nice and let you sleep nao!

Yay so excited, 26th - 29th Nov will be working at Sitex @ Expo with XY + Cotton On will start soon after the induction on 1st Dec. Hopefully able to work with Say Ngoh at Hougang Mall because only we two chose that location while Sean and Hui Zhen chose Town areas. $$$ coming in hehehe then I don't have to rely so much on my baby boy on my everyday expenses anymore!

Last Monday, met Shannon to go for the Duck tours interview. He grew taller I think haha after like not meeting for more than half a year over some stupid dispute. Didn't get the DT job butttttt nevermind I got a better paying one nao hehe. We went to eat cheese fondue while waiting for Mr TYB, super shiok just thinking of the cheese nao.

I swear Kelly Tan is so slow lo I buy a coffin for you from ebay then you know! We watched 2012 together. The movie was great but one thumbs down was that the movie is too fucking long, I swear my bladder was bursting by the end of the movie. Was so afraid I would pee out when making my way out of the cinema. Suddenly, the thoughts of landing my eyes upon the toilet bowl was as if I saw a pot of gold. Hahaha gold, literally.

After that we went to bb's shop to drink with another two friends, thanks guys for accompanying because I found it very boring to drink and the only highlight was the KFC delivery hahaha.

On Thursday, bb accompanied me to meet Sean, Hui Zhen Say Ngoh at Queen's Hotel for the Cotton On interview. Thanks bb for waiting outside while we went in for the interview. Walked over to Bugis to have lunch before going over to Crowne Hotel at the Airport with the means of looking for a bag at the private sale. XY was working there selling swarvroski accesssories and bb asked me if I wanted to buy the bangle not butttttt I was so nice to reject cause I didn't really need it. Okay this is one of the occasional occasions where I don't have the temptation to buy something that I like hehe. Anyhow I only saw a Fendi bag that I think was okay but on second thoughts, it's far too small for someone like me who brings out a mountain of stuff so yeah was kinda disappointed.

Wanted to go for dinner or something with that girl but her job only allows 30mins break so bb and me went to eat first. Went to Dian Xiao Er but they got no xiao long baos so over to Crystal Jade hahaha was so happy lei saw the xlbs. Bb as usual was the only clearing up everything that I couldn't finish, thanks love! Bad bad habit, I always order more than what I can finish, over estimate my ability to finish everything.

Walked around and I saw a bracelet that caught my eye so bb immediately asked the person to wrap it up and I kept protesting because I haven't even looked through everything and I didn't want him to waste stupid money like 40bux close to 50, luckily the person stopped haha. Bb said it was for our 7th monthsary but I didn't really need that, still it's appreciated darling! Went to Time and that one no hesitation I immediately picked up two books and bb paid woohoo so happy. I kept buying so many books since the holidays started and I can finish up a book in like 5-6 hours so I gotta be more clever nao, find those super find prints one then can read damn long hahahaha.

This is my darling at Crystal Jade.

Saturday, met Shannon and we went to many many places. Met him at Bedok MRT before cabbing down to Aljunied for breakfast then cab to Suntec to find bb then cab to Bedok to take curtain and bus-ed down to Boon Keng to pass the curtains to Mum. Cabbed to Suntec once again cause Marsy reached already.

Bb was working at the Anime Fest as a mascot with Kwang papa, his nanny. My baby looked so cute in that Eneloopy costume and I could have hugged him home. Hehe took photos and bb kept telling me he can't believe the one inside is him. Anyway the people there treat bb very good, kept asking him to go for breaks because they were afraid donning on the costume for too long is too tiring. Alot of weird people there lol.

Shopped around, bought nail polish and m)phosis heels while Sa bought her face masks. The person scam her lol never give her the other masks cause it was buy one get one free. Sat over at some place and played so many rounds of dai dee till bb came to meet us for dinner.

From papa's blog.

Aww..

Shannon and Marsy had to go off so I went to Coffee Club to drink strawberry tea while waiting for bb to end work. Bb bought me a m)phosis bag! Bb must have been very shiok because got many pretty girls hug him at the fest hahaha. Don't tell me it's tiring hor because this job got so many perks and looking at the pay, $100/day is already shiok enough haha.

So Sunday I went to rebond my hair at Marsy uncle shop in Suntec. When I was talking to Shannon on the phone while walking to the salon, this crazy guy suddenly said hi to me and I got so shocked thinking what was wrong. Half a minute later he turned back telling me "Ni hen gao" like wdf of course tall la I wearing heels eh. Quite fast lei the rebonding and bb brought me dinner cause I was starving the whole day but couldn't accompany me to eat cause he had to go back so papa accompanied me instead. Finished eating and initially wanted to go up the Anime fest to watch papa and bb pack up but no pass so very troublesome, ended up sitting on some chair and played "Bad Romance"on repeat till they came to find me.

Bb again, without the head.

Tough time deciding where to go cause one wanted pool one wanted kbox and the other wanted bowling so we sat at Starbucks for some drinks and food. Lol gossip about *some* people and fantasized about the three of us becoming richer than Temasek Holdings and wearing formal work wear holding briefcases and files 10 years down the road having a meeting at Starbucks hehe. Kept talking about nonsensical things like hologram Iphones, teleport machines and what next time when we merge with Singtel or Starhub then buy Ipod Touch free gift is Iphone lol.

All from papa's blog.

Cabbed to Kwang's place after that. His dog, Oreo is so cute and obedient. I kept doing the "bang" sign to Oreo and he freeze immediately, like stop breathing and moving hahaha. Played with Oreo till he was so tired that he didn't want to entertain bb or me. Papa made some chicken for us to eat before both of us headed to bb's house at like 4am to sleep.

Yesterday cabbed to XY's place and she came up the cab and we headed to Newton for the Sitex job interview. It's not really any IT job lei it was more of car insuarance lol. So we were immediately hired lol, not even an interview cause she just explained the job scope to us and it took more than 2hours. Sorry to the rest who were supposed to come for the interview haha. Both of us was starving so we hurry headed down to Toa Payoh for lunch before cabbing over to Aljunied where she alighted and I headed back home. Bathed again and cabbed down to bb's shop. We watched Grey's Anatomy together before heading back to his place for a wink.

Just some photos of my darling before I eat my kinderjoy and give him a wake up call which he probably won't pick up because he is literally immune to all surrounding noise while sleeping haha.

(:

Hehe so cute wearing the hospital clothes before going for his MRI scan.

Pyramid, I have totally no patience for this at all cause it keeps toppling.

Ok bai bai!

OH WAIT. Click on my Nuffnang ads okay!

hi laopo , are you going to forgive me right after i finish this post ? Because of i've been "putting aeorplane" on you alot of times saying that i will post for you ended up i didn't post . Really sorry laopo ! i'm begging you for forgiveness please forgive me ! haha ! laopo in another 15 more mins time will be the 19th , then we're together for 7th month woohoo ! CLAP CLAP !  i'm really sorry laopo , for all the nonsense that i given you , which made you real pissed off . laopo laopo laopo i won't leave you no matter how you going to chase me away . i will be there for you ! laopo laopo i'm missing you , missing you so much , how i wish i could stay with you right now , seeing each other day and night hugging you to sleep . haha ! i'm missing my baby girl right now !

love !

If only we could perforate one's heart to seek truth,

It's only a day more to our 7th month baby, and I can't sleep so I've decided to let you know how much I love you since I am better at expressing it through words. (:

Isn't it great that after major disputes like lol yesterday night, we both will bother to put in some effort to change? I'm glad that we can talk the crap out though it might really sound damn hurtful at times but but but I'm sure that's the essence to making this relationship a lasting one. It's always a happy ending after those tears and nonsense because eventually we'll end up all forgiving one another and realising our mistakes. I will change what you asked me to and I'm looking forward to you bringing out your best too k! I know you've been working so hard most of the times because you need to save + you've got this alamak girlfriend here everything I see also want to eat and buy haha. Next time after we marry I will be the breadwinner ok, you stay at home shake leg and clean up baby's poo. Fair? Oh yes baby your hugs are so comforting cause you've got big big muscles which I will gladly fall alseep in because I feel so so so protected hahahaha. Btw thanks for being so sweet, writing those little little messages on the snacks and instant noodles that you bought for my convenience because I always get hungry in the middle of the night and yeah, I really liked the cheetos and tomyum noodles hehe. My bb is always fighting hard to make sure I have the best of everything I need, appreciate it so so much. Hehe I sound so corny here butttttttttttttttttttt you know that even if things between us were to go wrong one day, I'd still remember all the good memories and the love which once existed. Of course I would rather it be a smooth sailing journey all the way till forever, eternity. For now, you know that I love you so damn much I would probably trade anything for your heart. I love you baby boy and I'll see you soon when you bring me to the doctor!

Hihihihihi I accidentally turned off my wireless adapter and I didn't realise so my attempts at connecting to the internet the whole afternoon was futile. So yes, finally after hours or trying.

Okie like two weeks back, pre-celebrated Jonathan's birthday at some restaurant and the food was yijibang, I ate so damn much. Lol bb's mum kept asking me to eat salmon and woohoo it didn't taste that bad as it looks, butttttttt I still don't like the feeling of raw things in my mouth. Pigeon soup tastes..... pigeon. I swear Jonathan looked so happy upon singing the birthday songs and making his wish hahaha. I don't have much photos because everything is with bb.

Had Crystal Jade for dinner with Aunt, bb and godbro's family + gf. Bb and me had the whole day till 7.30pm for the dinner, so we explored the Bedok neighbourhood, ate Mac, played dai dee and snap downstairs some block followed by singing at Grandlink.

Bb handsom-est!

Sorry lauya phone got no artistic feel.

Sing sing!

Cycling at ECP yesterday with Hui Zhen, Pei Yi, Kai Tat, Glenn, Nigel and bb came later. I've never cycled that far before, from ECP to Changi Village. My knees hurts damn bad yesterday night at bb house I cried. Poor bb had to wake up and massage my knees because the pain was EXCRUCIATING. Cheem bo!

Oh and that stretch of road to Changi Village was foooooking far we took like 45mins. Well, it was okay for me though cause Nigel was the one pairing with me for the double bike and I didn't have to do much, my job was practically just sitting on the back of the seat for the whole journey. You should have seen the rest, hahaha esp HZ's leg, the bruise was omg omg. And the tak-tak bike hahahah damn irritating everyone was fighting for the better bikes because the tak-tak bike goes like tak-tak-tak everytime you start cycling.

Er Nai what you wanna do to make me take this photo off! Hahahaha.

Bb cycled over to meet us after his work, cycled me back with the tak-tak bike which he repaired, had mac and tons of jokes before taking a cab to send Nigel home then back to bb's house. Another such outing soon ok! Bet everyone's legs are damn worn out for now.

Btw I think my bb has that that oozing sex appeal :

Xy and me kept laughing that day when bb did this in his office.

Darling's mum says Hong Kong next year, should I?

Ok go pee and sleep liao bai bai!

I love you so much hahahaha you're the everything that he's not!! Hurry come back from SGH to marry me hehehehe. I love you babyyyyyyyyyyy!!

Lonely boy spotted lol not on the upper east side.

Hi baby, thanks for coming down in the middle of the night to bring food and gossip girls for me. You're the sweetest thing ever. I feel so blissfully in love with you, hoping things will go on this way forever and ever and ever. It always feels so nice to know that you're always there for me. We only started talking like 7 months plus ago but it feels like I've known you for way longer than that, excluding the 3 years before we got together. At that time you're only the guy whom I've got many negative comments about and the only time we talk is when you fold my umbrella for me, send me to the bus stop or on MSN when you asked me ever so often for months if I was still together with the previous guy. Now, we actually meet everyday or webcam when we can't. I enjoy myself with you around, even though it could be just sitting at the bus stop at like 3am, armed with coconut drink cans from Caltex and throwing them on the road to see how many times it needs to go under the wheels to get crushed paper-flat or poking the turtles at Tropica with chopsticks we got from 7eleven after your work. You see, even doing the most mundane things with you makes my day, baby. I wouldn't want things to falter like any previous r/s you and I had. I'm so confident we could keep things going right till we get married, have kids and stuff. We've got so many plans to keep this relationship going and I can't wait to reach our goals. I love you so so much, I would risk anything for you.

Weet, my days have been superb!

1) Jason brought me bb and Candy to some ulu ulu Punggol-Marina place to sing song and drink and the car ride to Changi Village for supper was so damn long which made me wanna puke but but but the chicken wing was worth the ride haha.

2) Went studying with ZY, Chris, Marsy and Hans a couple of days ago. Ate at some new shop, Chris and me had to order 2 cups of drink because the indian curry was goddamn spicy but nice. Got so full not because of the food but the drinks, tmd. And till nao I still don't know which part of the river is a watershed lol.

3) Went drinking with Marsy and bb and it feels like we're drinking antibiotics yucks. Taught her how to play Big2, I nao like pro hahaha keep winning bb. Oh and Marsy sucks because she forgot to wish her bf Happy Birthday haha.

4) Nice bb brought me on shopping again yesterday though I've been spending alot on cab cab cab and my expenses...... Sorry that I lost one top! Oh and bb got me the phone I want too hahahaha luxury gold lei damn happy x 1000000!

5) Tmrw after literature paper am gonna go Orchard Hotel with bb and his mum for lunch, gonna be so tired.

6) Parents treating me so much better nao, please let things stay this way forever. So anyway am I supposed to go back to the temple and pray because what I asked for came true lei haha.

7) Sometimes I feel that I'm so lazy, how! I only want to shake leg wait for money to drop from the sky haha.

8) Will be doing the phone stuffs online with bb full fledge after O's meanwhile you can take a look first hahaha sneak preview lol. Very lazy to continue, haha! www.phonemeup.blogspot.com If you wanna get any phones you can let me know then I'll see if it's possible for bb to bring it in!

9) Gosh bb and me saw a Samsung Giorgio Armani phone on the website Uncle Dilip gave a few days ago, was considering to import them in then we'll have couple phone hahahaha! Go and see the phone!

Sorry no pics cause I've been resetting Omnia for fuck these few days and I've changed my phone nao.

Waiting for bbbbbbb nao to come back from gym and we shall webcam. I miss you so much!!

And Happy 3years5months3days to Aly sissssssssssssssssy, <3!

Eat cookies and study nao!

Oh dear, I think we've reached that "everyday quarrel" period of time lei bb but but but I know after everything things will be back as sweet as before. I love you so much like honestly alot and I don't wanna see you hurt yourself everytime we quarrel ok becossssss it hurts me too. I don't wanna ask so much from you already, can see that it's taking a toll on you and even your sleep time everyday is reduced because of me. I love you so much ok and sorry I take back all my words when I said I don't love you anymore. I love you alot alot ok muackzzzzzzzzzzzzzz!

Thanks bb for being Santa Claus and dropping a pack of Famous Amos cookies into my room through the window and disappearing the moment I opened the window, only to see you downstairs waving at me. I love you darling.

Bb my daddy say cannot go Bintan cause dangerous he say go Genting better so we shall go there after our o's okokok! I love you so much how to proclaim my love for you?!! Although you piss me off quite badly at times, I still love you love you love you!! Hurry come online I wanna webby webby. Miss you bbbbbbb boy!

Fuck SS + Chem tmrw. Hate O's lei. ):

I'm so angry right nao I could crush a building with my pinkie. I really feel like crying sia cb.

Knnbpcb fucking bullshitter.

haha , my wife is just right beside me now ! and she had just farted pu pu pu pu pu pu pu . kiss your pipi later ! laopo laopo , i'm your big saviour all the time :D
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I love you so much bb. I can't sleep lei keep thinking of you muhahahaha.

Hehe I wonder what your mum's reaction would be if you tell her we wanna marry!

Okay I miss you so damn much,,,,, fast forward 7hrs to meeting you! :D

Thanks for sending me to school everyday before going to St Pat for your papers hehe wo ai ni ah!!